Getting Old
For most people, getting old sucks, and getting older sucks
even more. But aging is a natural cycle of life.
Many people erroneously believe that to continue the journey
to arrive at the destination is to have plenty of money (that is, in retirement)
so that they can have a perpetual holiday of traveling, playing golf, shopping,
or doing their favorite things. Unfortunately, all these will sooner or later
taper off or come to an abrupt end due to the changes in circumstances, such as
failing health, mental incapacity, or physical immobility. To continue to live
well in the golden years means having the capability to cope with the
inevitable changes and challenges is self-belief.
As you continue to age, it is easy to gradually lose your
self-belief: that is, becoming the stereotype of being “old and decrepit.” But
you have to start believing in yourself again: that you can still make waves,
and that there is much you can still do with the rest of your life even with
the little that you may now have or available to you. Self-belief also means
you stop comparing yourself with others in terms of past achievement—or even
comparing your current health conditions with those in your past. Any
comparison will only lead to regret and “what-if” negative thinking.
Self-belief means setting goals and doing your best with whatever you may still
have or no matter what.
Setting goals and
having expectations are not the same. According to the TAO (the wisdom of Lao
Tzu, the ancient sage from China
more than 2,600 years ago), expectations
often become the stumbling blocks to accomplishing your goals. Why? The
explanation is that the greater the expectations, the more efforts
you will exert, and the more stressed you become—ironically enough, that may
lead to failure in achieving your goals. What the TAO would recommend is “doing
what needs to be done” but no more and no less, and with “no expectation.”
“Life begets death; one is inseparable from the other.
One is form; the
other is formless.
Each
gives way to the other.
One
third of people focus on life, ignoring death.
One
third of people focus on death, ignoring life.
One
third of people think of neither, just drifting along.
They
all suffer in the end.
Trusting
the Creator, we have no illusion about life and death.
Holding
nothing back from life, we are ready for death,
just
as a man ready for sleep after a good day’s work.”
(Lao
Tzu, Tao Te Ching, chapter 50)
“Abiding
in the Creator, we do not fear death.
Following
the conditioned mind, we fear everything.
Fear
is a futile attempt to control things and people.
Death
is a natural destination of the Way.
Unnatural
fear of death does more harm than good.
It
is like trying to use intricate tools of a master craftsman:
we end up hurting
ourselves.”
(Lao Tzu, Tao
Te Ching, Chapter 74)
But getting old is also the time of awakening and letting
go.
The Awakening and the Letting
Go
Letting
go is the natural surrender of the human mind to any involuntary reactivity
aimed at removing anything that might threaten or undermine the ego-self.
Letting go should be a natural instinct, and not a technique that one has to
learn and master; it is simply a spontaneous human ability to give up all human
attachments that create the unreal ego-self.
According
to the TAO, it is the letting go, and not the holding on, that makes us strong
because it overcomes the fear of the unknown and the unpredictable. Let go of
yesterday to live in today as if everything is a miracle; let go of the world
to have the universe. That is the only path to awakening of the mind.
Lao Tzu believes that the entire universe with everything in it
flows with a mysterious force that not only controls but also maintains the
natural order of all things. That ultimate reality is nondescript and
paradoxical; all humans can know is that it is not only within and outside
them, but also everywhere and nowhere.
“The Way to the Creator existed
before the universe was
created.
Its essence is formless
and unchanging.
It is present wherever
we turn,
providing compassion to
all beings.
It comes from the
Creator of the universe,
who has no name.
To identify him, call
him the Creator.
He can also be called
the Great Mystery,
from whom we come, in
whom we live, and to whom we return.”
(Lao Tzu, Tao Te
Ching,
Chapter 25)
Accordingly, Lao Tzu’s emphasis is on being, rather than on doing.
In a
Nutshell
According to the TAO, this is how the human mind may have
become distorted, delusional, and dysfunctional:
In the beginning, man did not know things existed,
and so he had perfect knowledge.
Later, he found out things existed, but made no
distinctions between them.
Then, he began to make some distinctions, but
expressed no judgment about right and wrong.
Now, he makes his own judgments of right and
wrong, and that leads to his own preferences of likes and dislikes, and thus
creating his desires and expectations—the sources of his sufferings. In short,
the human mind is like an unbridled horse: it makes judgments, making what does
not exist, exist, and what does exist, does not exist. In the process,
illusions and self-deceptions are created, and they become the attachments or
substances of the ego-self.
Stephen Lau
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